Anxiety doesn't define you.
5 things God wants you to bring to Him. (1) Your doubts. (2) Your pain. (3) Your fears. (4) Your sinful thoughts. (5) Your heart. (6) He won't reject you. He'll embrace you and heal you.
"You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you." - Isaiah 26:3
Don't numb pain. Give it to God.