Don't numb pain. Give it to God.
5 things God wants you to bring to Him. (1) Your doubts. (2) Your pain. (3) Your fears. (4) Your sinful thoughts. (5) Your heart. (6) He won't reject you. He'll embrace you and heal you.
Scriptures to recite when you feel:
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. - Matthew 11:28