Clear your heart.
Jesus: Forgives me from every sin I’ve ever committed Me: Holds a grudge on the kid that made fun of me in fifth grade
(1) Make allowance for each other’s faults... (2) and forgive anyone who offends you. (3) Remember, the Lord forgave you... (4) so you must forgive others. - Colossians 3:13
Don't numb pain. Give it to God.